Another Perfect Pain

So this is what life taught to me, you need to pursue something you want so bad and get it quickly, no matter how or what method you use to get it...
If you're too late, it would be something so bad to you... Maybe you'll lose it, or it would be more bad...
You'll lose your life...
Everything seems so gloomy when you lose something which used to be could be your passion to live your life...
Everything not be the same again, when you already lose it and can't get it again...
Suddenly life just be the most painful thing in your day, although once you feel so happy and joyful, but it won't be the same again without it....
Life would be another perfect pain for you...

Tears

Maybe you think I'm stupid
My tears fall down
For someone who don't love me again...
I just can't hide it...
I'm still in love with you...

Hard to Say Goodbye

Every story have an end
But I can't just let happen
I wish there would be more time for us
I wish you could be here beside me...

Stuck to You

Are you trying to kill me...
Slowly but sure it'll kill me...
It kill me slowly like a poison...
It has flow inside my vein...
And I'll die in vain...

Stream of Life

I am surrounded...
Surrounded by festivity...
Chatter... Laughing... Screaming...
Crying... Happy... Noise...
But I feel so empty...

People dancing...
Dancing to celebrate...
Born... Life... And dying...
Everything going up and down...
I'm still so empty...

Is this stream of life...
Sometimes we're the winner...
But at another times, we just a loser...
We don't know what would hapened
Just let it flow...
Like a river stream...

Life just like a stream...
Sometimes it calm...
Sometimes it'll rampage...
This is stream of life...

Losing My Life

I feel I've losing everything...
Once I lost you in my life...
I don't have anything...
Please don't leave me...

You're everything to me...
You more than everything...
If I lost you...
I feel like I've losing my life...

Please come back to me...
Don't leave me with this misery...
I can't live without you...
I feel I've losing my life...
Once I losing you...

At The Very End

At the very end of my limit...
Should I let it go...?
Or... Should I try to chasing it again...?

Honestly I can't let you go...
But, I'm still don't know how to get you again...
I even don't know how asked you to talk...