Another Perfect Pain

So this is what life taught to me, you need to pursue something you want so bad and get it quickly, no matter how or what method you use to get it...
If you're too late, it would be something so bad to you... Maybe you'll lose it, or it would be more bad...
You'll lose your life...
Everything seems so gloomy when you lose something which used to be could be your passion to live your life...
Everything not be the same again, when you already lose it and can't get it again...
Suddenly life just be the most painful thing in your day, although once you feel so happy and joyful, but it won't be the same again without it....
Life would be another perfect pain for you...